My Fucking Friends.
I love them all to bits, but they all are cause such idiotic drama over the stupidest, most non-significant things in the world. B has decided to completely ignore and 'leave' our group just because he thinks he is having an 'ignore the existence of' moment with Ly, though she has no recognition of that.
N is so fucking annoying and stuck-up, yet she and Ly have a weird connection so we have to put up with her.
I have a crush on B...I think or I might just miss him being normal. But I do know whenever he is ignoring me I feel terrible. Nothing's going to happen between us, or me and anyone actually , I have a feeling I am just going to grow old by fat self writing random blogs on the internet to absolutely no one.
I also have a crush on Eric, who is a year younger than me, and we used to talk a lot when we sat next to each other. When ever he waves at me outside of school I want to do some thing drastic like run up and hug him or proclaim my undying love for him, but I usually just give a small wave or sarcastic 'Hi', making me out to be a complete bitch. But I don't want to be a bitch to him I just want to know where he stands, and if he has a girlfriend or not....maybe I should get to know him better.....but I do know him I know a lot about him and his family,maybe hot just him. What ever I feel like crap right now and I hope that something good happens tomorrow, or I will be a miserable person.....but there will probably be more blogs if that is the case....
Goodnight
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